Tuesday, October 02, 2007

the reason...

I have been trying to think of the reason why I haven't felt compelled to post.

I have wonderful friends who post quite often. I feel that I know exactly what is going on in their lives.

But, every time I think about posting, it is about something sad, something bad - like the due date of Mary Isabelle (our 2nd miscarried baby) was in August, we found out we had a chromosomal abnormality causing our infertility, Ry is travelling all the time and my big, crazy dinner is coming up next week.

I just can't seem to want to write about the good. Like beautiful new babies coming into the world - our god daughter Emma Sophia and good friend's Gianna Maria. Or that I has a great birthday and am excited about going to Aggieland this weekend.

Maybe I just needed to get this all off my chest. And maybe people will post a response. But is that what I want? Knowing people read this infrequent blog? Maybe yes :-)

I'll try harder!


fool@dfw.net said...

Heya hon!

i say, don't sweat it if you have disproportionate bad or good things to say--i think just doing it is its own reward. and i think that if you post often enough, a life as blessed as yours with love and joy will show through the bad since you have so much good to talk about too!

also, we want to know what's up with you even if we don't see so much of you.

i'll read everything ya post =)


Kristy said...

I click on your blog everyday, hoping to see a new post, so I'm excited when something new is written :). I often wonder about the motivation of blogs/bloggers... I don't have one, but it doesn't mean I don't enjoy reading the ponderings of others. So if it helps you to write, frequently or not, happy or sad, know that I like to check in :). I'm on the computer all day long anyway, so why not ;).

Alexis D. said...

thanks Chris and Kristy! That really means a lot! Y'all are great friends!!